tomorrow flying to hong kong le. mixed emotions la. im excited, scared and frankly, quite frustrated. excited because, duh! its hong kong! its like my second home. plus, we get a free ticket to ride the rides in disneyland because we're performing there! FREE (: scared because this is the first time im going away like on an airplane without my parents. and also the fact that we're performing in front of disneyland, where there is A LOT of people. frustrated because of reasons that i cannot tell you. well, not cannot. just refuse to tell you. ah well, what effs. i dont care anymore. pray that i'll have a blast on this trip!

anyways, i hate them! they play with your feelings like youre a toy. then when they get bored, they just ditch you one side. they make you feel so loved today, the next day, you dont even hear from them. they pretend to like you this moment, and when you start falling for it, they make you look like a fool in love with them. what jerks they can be. and to think i thought he was the only special one who wasnt like that. i give up on you guys. go on and play with your dumg computer games like you always have and stick to that. im not playing your game anymore. no more!

oh yeah, im considering to try new creation church youth service out. my mummy said theyre really good. my aunt said so too. maybe its time i took a break from lighthouse and move on man. so many people are leaving. so many people arent coming to cellgroup regularly anymore. i really dont see why i should stay on. maybe if i leave, they would come back. i dont know. but whatever. my new pet word huh? whatever. but i seriously cared too much in the past. i cannot risk getting my feelings hurt again. so i aint going to care anymore. dont want to waste my time any further.

woot, im very happy today (: so charity, you no need to worry that i will grow older than you. because that will never happen! :D well anyways, im very happy because a lot of great stuff have been happening to me (:

my mummy brought me to this prophecy thingy in a new church. the lady was really good at it. she told me all the problems that i was worried about, and they were all true. haha. then she saw where God had placed me in the future, which i shant disclose (: hey, its for me to know for you to find out! :D but its all good (: God is wonderfully awesome. before i went for it, i was so afraid that i would hear things that i dont want to hear. dont believe me you ask MR SOCIAL STUDIES, WHO STILL OWES ME IKEA HOT DOG! -.- hahaha okay thats besides the point. yeah so hey my friend who i shant disclose, dont need to worry (: trust that God has a bright future for you. claim it, and youll receive it (: if you change your mind, let me know yeah? (:

WELCOME BACK FROM CAMP MATTHEW KWAN. you stupid, make my computer time so boring. i had nobody to bully! :D but any-oh-how, YOURE BACK! (: hope you had great fun in camp and are glad to be back. must squeeze in more talk man. tomorrow, i have lame leadership camp. i have to sleep in the classroom! ugh, then on thursday im leaving for hong kong already ): im quite excited about it, but then again, quite nervous. and lazy to packk! :D okay anyways, er, welcome back (:

ohh my cousins going to church now (: so many good things to make my sad life turn around :D

oh anyways, im thinking of giving up my ambition of becoming a singer. hahaha, i wasnt even serious about it. now i dont know what i want to become. hahaha. but its leaning towards the teaching side i guess. I GUESS. see lorh (:

these are the photographs from my dearest abus 45th birthday! :D

SPARKLY ♥

OHANA ♥

LADIES ♥

i love this dress! bought it for 10 bucks only. DISCOUNTS ♥

JANICE ♥

DADDY & ME ♥

JANICE (:

DADDY (:

SMILE ♥

SISTERS ♥

i have my boyish side :D

JEWEL BOX ♥

CHEEZE ♥

i want to dye my hair brownsh next time :D RANDOM! :P

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MUMMY & ME ♥

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at the table (:

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SNOW ♥

so pretty background right? XD

this one is both foreground and background pretty XD

after taking the photo, my mama told us that its a wedding bell -.-

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PRINCESS~♥

THE CHAIR IS SUPER PRETTY! XD

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she sees youu~

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CITY LIGHTS ♥

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FISHYY ♥

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GROUP HUGG ♥

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its snowing! :D

a cable car shop behind daddy (:

sua gus XD

so lady-like horh? XD

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yayee SNOWW.

okay thats all (: woot, just got an email from facebook. shall go checkie. seeya!

i owe you pictures (: this is when i went to deborahs house to play (:

deborah ddr-ing :D

egosenior and awesome junior (:
ddr-ing :D

cheeze ♥

I WANT A CONDO! ):

hehehe XD

come on everyone! keep fit together! :D

got tired! XD no stamina.

BABY POOL ♥

SMILE ♥

was playing with cream :D

:D

ONE.

OOPSY DAISY :P

TWO.

THREE.

FOUR.

FIVE.

SIX.

SEVEN.

EIGHT.

NINE.

TEN.

PLAYGROUND ♥

its a monkey bar, according to deborah :D

the tall giant :O

isnt the slide so prettily colourful? :D

staring contest! :D

stupid deborah, IM NOT KISSING IT. ughh.

PIGGY :D

playing airport mania :D

TEEHEE♥

my good job on airport mania :D

deborahs a really nice senior. shes planning a birthday party for me! (: hahaha so happy. i bet its going to be fun fun fun! thank you egosenior! youre ze bestest! :D SEE I PRAISED YOU! (:

MY FRIENDS MIGRATING TO AMERICA! ): i'll miss you A LOT. and you better miss me too. nevermind, next time if i go there for holiday, you must be my tour guide okay? its our deal (: come online more often!

today, went to deborahs house, supposedly to study and prepare for next year. but you know me (: haha. SHE HAS A WII DDR IN HER HOUSE. damn it. but its really hard to play it. cos theres no bar at the back to hold and steady yourself. i still prefer arcade! got the atmosphere there too. haha. what we did there. played ddr, went to the gym to run, camwhored, went to buy food and watched two and a half movies. half of two faces of my girlfriend, four christmases and 500 days of summer. all in all, i had fun (:

oh yesterday was mummys birthday (: daddy brought us to jewel box to dine. its super nice! pictures next time. today too lazy :D but yeah, its really nice man. and romantic! so many couples there. sighh~ hahaha.

OH OH! we got a kitty (: named her cream. but mummy doesnt want to keep it ): so sad. shes really cute. photographs next time too.

whats this? its not like youre going away forever. its just for awhile. youre still in singapore. and its only a few days! why do i feel like that? i dont know. i dare not say its me liking you. i dont want to ruin anymore friendships. plus, i have my cute plus hot raffles guy le! :D okay thats beside the point la. well, before you go, just want to tell you this. thank you so much for your encouragements whenever i needed them. you always know what to say when i feel down and need someone to talk to. and whats more important, you didnt get tired of me. i mean, some of my confidantes, after sharing with them just a little stuff, they just disappear. like, they dont talk to me anymore. that kind of thing. and also, thank you for your prayers and the love you let me experience during my lowest periods, as a friend. dont worry, im not thinking further than that (: well, you better think of me everyday! hahaha. if not you come back, i sure humtum you de. haha joking la. but yeah, enjoy yourself! (: ♥

REFLECTION! ♥

on the MRT (:
cool girl in shades XD
ZILIAN! ♥

in the librabry (:

CAMWHORE! ♥

CHEEZE! ♥

sianz.

janice is crazyy (:

janice acting cool. i dont know what im doing la XD

CINELEISURE! ♥

birthday girl! (:

CANDID! ♥

SISTERS! ♥

CANDID! ♥

suhui is blurred out, monk is cut out! XD

BILLY BOMBERS! ♥

THE AWESOME TRIO! ♥

say we dont look alike (:

trying to do the ahlian pose XD

COOL SUNNIES! ♥

huge bugged eyes, and suhui doing the ahlian pose.

THE AWESOME TRIO! AGAIN! ♥

1,2,3,4,5 monk cut off :o

COOKIE MONSTER! ♥

PRETTY EARRINGS! ♥

the hungry pig munching her food, gobblegobble! (:

BLACK AND BROWN! ♥

i took picture with a ghost.

RETARDIES! ♥

LOVE! ♥

MAGIC WAND! ♥

she didnt want to take neos ):

WOOT ♥

UP IN THE SKY ♥

looks like so many people huh XD

HAHAHA ♥

RAINBOW ♥

OMGG ♥

KISSIES ♥

RANDOM ♥

THE OPPOSITES ♥

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the surrounding looks like a brothel! XD

REFLECTION ♥

hey homo babe. owed you pictures like since FOREVER. so here you goo~ (: